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Then I watched the discussion on discord and realized I’m not alone albeit still a small percentage.
Then I see this as top post on hn.
It’s frustrating to have a company do this. I don’t agree with their choice. Plus forcing you to see ads whenever you open or close the door is Orwellian.
Now I need to somehow sell this device on eBay with hopes a large percentage still wants it.
Side note is I realized I’ve stopped writing in my journals in cursive about 10 years ago and transitioned to print. I don’t even know why other than being lazy or my handwriting has degraded and decided I wanted to be able to read my own handwriting.
[0] Risko EF, Gilbert SJ. Cognitive Offloading. Trends Cogn Sci. 2016 Sep;20(9):676-688. doi: 10.1016/j.tics.2016.07.002. Epub 2016 Aug 16. PMID: 27542527.
That unexpectedly made me LOL.
The thing that has helped is opening up to a select few of friends. I am not the kind of person to open up emotionally but realized that if I want my kids to have a healthy dad, I have to do something different. But the older kids have noticed my sadness.
My therapist told me something that helped and that is I should strive for progress and not perfection. A goal oriented person is striving for perfection but that's an impossible goal when going through depression.
The fog from depression initially made me believe I had no friends. But when I took time to observe my life and journal, I realized there were a few friends for which I eventually opened up to. It helps to have a support system in addition to any doctors you see.