taparisbat3

What was your other thing that you did?

I like doing yoga and teaching programming..

10 times in 20 years. Wow. How do you deal with it? What causes your thing? How long does it last? Do you feel shame (I do) when depressed?

I have negative talk in my head. Compare myself with those that are better than me. And stress way too fast. What did you do? How are you now? How old are you..?

I've already lived this situation in a previous job. I'm somehow afraid this might reproduce itself..

It's a mixture of working under pressure and fear of authority figure that comes from abandonment childhood trauma...

Also I don't connect with any collègue really. Like in the deep level, contemplating kind of thing.