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I had a severe depression between 2007-2011. I used N-acetylcysteine and I benefitted a lot from it.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3044191/
Also consider a ketogenic diet. Currently I'm experimenting with it. So far I like it. Prepare for some extreme insomnia in the beginning. This should be getting better after a week. Should not be a problem in your case as you are already spending 22 hours in bed a day.
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/evolutionary-psychia...
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/advancing-psychiatry...
I have benefited a lot from acetylcysteine.
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Mathematics rebooted - Lara Alcock
Mathematics: a very short introduction - Timothy Gowers
The Essence of Mathematics Through Elementary Problems
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tcp/ip rfc https://datatracker.ietf.org/doc/html/rfc1180
daryl's ip primer https://www.ipprimer.com/#/
The human predicament by David Benatar. https://www.amazon.com/Human-Predicament-Candid-Biggest-Ques...
The conspiracy against the human race by Thomas Ligotti. https://www.amazon.com/Conspiracy-against-Human-Race-Contriv...
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This stuff helped very well.
Depression is a biochemical problem in your brain. It needs a biochemical solution. It is impossible to rationalize your way out of a depression. You cannot cure a depression by choosing behaviour.
Thinking about gyroscopes will not enable you to walk a straight line when drunk! Trying to cure a depression by choosing thoughts or behaviour is futile.
Also have a look at Amber O'Hearn: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WhxeVU-vT3Q Her mood disorder went away when she changed her diet.
Not mentioning lastnames is only a convention by journalists and the media. Publishing lastnames in the media is not a violation of the law. News website geenstijl.nl regularly publishes full names of suspects or criminals.
The convention already existed before the internet.
Update: I should have read more comments...
In the past I used NAC for depression. It helped tremendously. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3044191/