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Maybe you can, but I can't. It's so exhausting when it's an everyday thing. Constantly in Slack. Constantly in emails. Constantly expected to believe the exact same thing and if you don't you're a racist bigot that doesn't deserve life itself.
I say all this because I fucking hated JavaScript with a passion. From the time of my initial foray into programming until my later years, I hated it. It was always a joke of a language that, honestly, caused me to develop such a bias that I nearly refused to use it, for a very long time.
Several months ago I decided to put my prejudices aside and began playing around with Nodejs and React. The main motivation was trying to learn more about front end development and guess what? I really enjoy JavaScript.
JavaScript is a very enjoyable language to play with. It has come such a long way despite, literally, all odds. The ecosystem is scattered. The build system is the most hacky monstrosity you’ve ever encountered. But, that’s one of the reasons I love it. It feels like the essence of what I feel when I imagine hacking.
And not only that, it uses a unique (at least to the paradigms I’m used to) execution model that is very performant.
These are just a lot of words for me to say I love JavaScript.
Europeans work to live. Americas live to work.
Sounds like a really thought out business plan.
We would prefer we are allowed to make our own choices, which is why people leave for places that will allow them to do so.
As were bootcampers, which is similar I guess.
That hit close to home. Such a depressing reality.
After a lot of trial and error and just thinking about what could possibly be causing this, I believe I have found that I wasn't getting enough sleep. I haven't had eye pain in months and I have been using my computer even more frequently than before (because my eyes don't hurt).
I have learned that I need at least 8 hours of sleep, but try for 8 1/2 - 9 hours. If I go a couple of days getting 5-6 hours of sleep, my eyes start killing me again.
Might be worth looking into your sleeping habits.
Some might say, oh it's hazing, well fuck you because I'm quitting. I'm not putting up with any amount of hazing at a job. If I have to spend 8 hours everyday somewhere I'm for sure not going to spend it with some asshole.