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If you are male, the best "drug" for social anxiety is weightlifting. (No, you don't need to be a huge-ass body-builder-douche, if you don't do 'roids you probably won't be one, you'll look normal and athletic.)
I think probably it's all about testosterone - weightlifting increases the levels of those and thus makes us feel more "manly" and that just blows away the insecurity.
I'm not a scientist, so that testosterone stuff is just a guess, but it was amazing how at the age if 17 it transformed me from a shy, withdrawn, never-look-people-in-the-eyes teenager to a "real man" - relaxed, confident, one who talks to people as a real equal. Much of social interaction has hidden traces of very primitive instincts behind it: the sexual instinct and the fight instinct, and weightlifting gives you confidence in both (even though you would still be beaten to a pulp by any 120 pound Thai Box fighter, but that doesn't matter, you probably don't actually need to fight: it's just the feeling) which transforms into a relaxed and confident social interaction.
Another way to put it is that as an Aspie, I always felt alien from both the world and from my body. My idea of "me" is something in my head who tries to drive my body with a remote control and it just doesn't work well. Weightlifting got me to connect with my body, it made by body a part of the "me", and through the body as a medium, it made me connect with the world and other people. (Probably it's something about strenghtening some under-used neural pathways that connect the "self" parts of the brain with other parts.)
Now at 30 I'm often too lazy to do it, but whenever I do it for a few months, my Aspiehood just goes away.
If you think of it, everything people do is quite remarkably purposeless.
Why does life exist?
Why do you exist???????
This smells like the dreaded "Trusted Computing" with its hardware engraved DRM.
Until people are free to install whatever apps they want to install & use any operating system of their choice; Apple or any company that controls what software can be installed isn't going to derive much success from their computers.
Quote from their website: BitC is a new systems programming language. It seeks to combine the flexibility, safety, and richness of Standard ML or Haskell with the low-level expressiveness of C.
And above all I can run 90% of all the apps in the world (I'm guessing over 90% apps are for windows).
If you want to use Linux, run it in a VM on Windows; or use Cygwin for basic apps.
http://mysbfiles.stonybrook.edu/~amenon/base_shield_app_stor...
and the .mdb export:
http://mysbfiles.stonybrook.edu/~amenon/base_shield_app_stor...
SecProxy.exe from BaseShield App Store.(C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe) performed operations on the following processes belonging to Symantec Endpoint Protection:
C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\SmcGui.exe
C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Rtvscan.exe
C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Smc.exe
C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccApp.exe
C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccSvcHst.exe
The operations it performed include "Memory Free", "Thread Resume", "Memory Write", "Memory Allocation".
I don't know why any app, let alone BaseShield would have to access and modify the memory of a program totally unrelated to it.
Date and Time,Computer,User,Action Taken,Object Type,Event,Actor,Target,Target Process 11/28/2008 9:27:14 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Free,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 1984),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\SmcGui.exe (PID 3536, terminal session 1),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\SmcGui.exe (PID 3536, terminal session 1) 11/28/2008 9:27:13 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Thread,Resume,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 1984),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\SmcGui.exe (PID 3536, terminal session 1),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\SmcGui.exe (PID 3536, terminal session 1) 11/28/2008 9:27:13 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Write,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 1984),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\SmcGui.exe (PID 3536, terminal session 1),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\SmcGui.exe (PID 3536, terminal session 1) 11/28/2008 9:27:13 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Allocation,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 1984),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\SmcGui.exe (PID 3536, terminal session 1),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\SmcGui.exe (PID 3536, terminal session 1) 11/28/2008 9:27:13 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Free,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 2272),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Rtvscan.exe (PID 3700),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Rtvscan.exe (PID 3700) 11/28/2008 9:27:13 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Thread,Resume,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 2272),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Rtvscan.exe (PID 3700),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Rtvscan.exe (PID 3700) 11/28/2008 9:27:13 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Write,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 2272),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Rtvscan.exe (PID 3700),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Rtvscan.exe (PID 3700) 11/28/2008 9:27:13 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Allocation,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 2272),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Rtvscan.exe (PID 3700),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Rtvscan.exe (PID 3700) 11/28/2008 9:27:12 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,Administrator,Logged,Memory,Free,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 596),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Smc.exe (PID 3528),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Smc.exe (PID 3528) 11/28/2008 9:27:11 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Thread,Resume,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 596),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Smc.exe (PID 3528),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Smc.exe (PID 3528) 11/28/2008 9:27:11 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Write,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 596),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Smc.exe (PID 3528),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Smc.exe (PID 3528) 11/28/2008 9:27:11 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Allocation,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 596),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Smc.exe (PID 3528),C:\Program Files\Symantec\Symantec Endpoint Protection\Smc.exe (PID 3528) 11/28/2008 9:27:11 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Free,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 2004),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccApp.exe (PID 1268, terminal session 1),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccApp.exe (PID 1268, terminal session 1) 11/28/2008 9:27:10 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Thread,Resume,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 2004),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccApp.exe (PID 1268, terminal session 1),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccApp.exe (PID 1268, terminal session 1) 11/28/2008 9:27:10 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Write,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 2004),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccApp.exe (PID 1268, terminal session 1),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccApp.exe (PID 1268, terminal session 1) 11/28/2008 9:27:10 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Allocation,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 2004),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccApp.exe (PID 1268, terminal session 1),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccApp.exe (PID 1268, terminal session 1) 11/28/2008 9:27:10 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,Administrator,Logged,Memory,Free,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 1076),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccSvcHst.exe (PID 2116),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccSvcHst.exe (PID 2116) 11/28/2008 9:27:10 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Thread,Resume,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 1076),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccSvcHst.exe (PID 2116),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccSvcHst.exe (PID 2116) 11/28/2008 9:27:10 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Write,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 1076),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccSvcHst.exe (PID 2116),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccSvcHst.exe (PID 2116) 11/28/2008 9:27:10 PM,ARJUN-LAPTOP,SYSTEM,Logged,Memory,Allocation,C:\Windows\system32\BaseShield\BaseShield\SecProxy.exe (PID 1076),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccSvcHst.exe (PID 2116),C:\Program Files\Common Files\Symantec Shared\ccSvcHst.exe (PID 2116)
Features are more important than attractiveness.