Your story isn't unique. Thousands of people on this forum were kids just like you once. Put some code on your GitHub profile. That's the most important external link you could have included in this post, yet it's conspicuously missing.

Spend some time in the business world learning to "conform to the societal bullshit" and spend your evenings bootstrapping your next startup. You sound like you have the technical skills to be a developer, but lack the maturity. It does not impress people when you use big words. Smart people explain things in a way that dumb people can understand.

You don't need a partner - you need a job.