Curious if you had any traumas or dysfunctional family environment. Addiction usually stems from numbing of traumas.
What if you remember your trauma but it doesn't effect you negatively and you are still easily addicted.
There are many ways to be addicted and not all of them are trauma related. Modern psychology relies heavily on diagnosing trauma, and connecting trauma to existing behavioral issues because it is useful.
We've got Tiktokers thinking they all have undiagnosed trauma.