I couldn't think of something more pointless than seeking that which will never be found. No one knows and no one is going to know. We'd be much better off seeking understanding of our fellow man than looking for some "source of love". The only thing Christianity spouts more than love is hate. The bible is full of it. Who can seriously recommend Christianity as a "source of love"? Humanity will be much better off when we give up on the fallacy of religion.