Or lived with the sense that you are constantly being judged for everything you say and do.
(my bad - I thought I double posted and deleted one...)
This is a known HN "quirk". If you double post, one post gets autokilled. If you delete the wrong post, you end up with one duplicate deleted and the other duplicate autokilled.
Story of my life. I suppose doing this sort of thing just sort of desensitizes you to that? I'd be curious to see if your viewpoint is different 3 months from now or so.