You'll also realize that civvies have it pretty easy and that you can put up with almost any amount of bullsh*t.
> you can put up with almost any amount of bullsh*t.
It is not true. Good people are good, bad are bad, even at war. War just proves who is who.
Yep, thinking is changing from libertarian to utilitarian style, because you cannot help to all, and will need to chose what to protect, which lives to save, etc.