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> Not having fucks left to give is when you stop caring what others think.
> Not giving a shit is when you stop caring.
Burnout? Sounds fair. However, there's a point beyond burnout, IMO, when failure is not an option, where you exceed your capacity and limitations and are no longer tethered or limited by feelings of exhaustion. Then, the question is: why should I care? For what should I care about?
Imagine a still pond. If I throw a stone, the water ripples. That's all AI is. Are you struggling with this? Consider the information flowing through the algorithms like water or a new/emerging natural force that is lighter than air.
Traveling faster than what the human body is capable of on its own feels like time travel to me. Horse, buggy, car, whatever... like stepping into or activating a warp bubble where your consciousness arrives at a place faster than humanly possible. Similarly, having access to information or experience (different manners of vehicles) is potentially a huge advantage or major pitfall. (Perhaps why some ancient maps indicate, "here be dragons!")
Inversely, moving slow when others are traveling fast allows you to witness where those paths lead without having to go down proverbial rabbit holes.
Having a child similarly changed my life. (My father died when I was 7, so I understand intimately what it would mean to her if I was gone. By now I have outlived him and have zero correlates for navigating life, except what I've observed in others paired with the narrow and provincial life experience gathered trying to survive.)
Here's the rub though... if there was a threat to your son's life, or anyone you care about really, would you have the aptitude to put yourself in harms way, take a bullet or otherwise lay down your life so they might live to see another day? If your family was starving in the middle of winter, would/could you adeptly brave the elements to keep them alive or, all else lost, allow yourself to die so they could eat your flesh and live another day? Rather dark, I know. But, modernity with all its trappings does not prepare us for the unknown. Yet the unknown is part of our individual and collective evolution.
The downside of surviving and returning to a safe and comfortable existence is anhedonia. Everything is grey. Every day feels like a slow death. There is nothing important to do because the first world problems and mild activity of daily life are now incomparable and inconsequential. And the vast majority of people you meet have never had to make truly hard decisions. This is an observation, not a judgement. It is a lonely feeling.
So, have you spoken to them? Or, put them in a position where there failure to deliver will have real world negative consequences to people on the team they care about?
For me personally, I seem to only operate well under intense pressure and heavy load. Maybe they're bored. Maybe there's confounding variables outside of work they need to put time and attention into before they're unblocked and consistently in a high delivery flow state. (Or, perhaps, you need to tell them: we want you to try harder to fail.)
Edit: also, work expands to fill time. Intellectual and creative work accomplishes things in leaps and bounds or fits and starts IMO. Punching a time clock is terribly draining... Is there a shared team vision?
Interesting this advocates against unbridled free-market capitalism. An issue I see right now is corporate personhood. This, coupled with the tendency for humans to anthropomorphize and see aspects of themselves in LLMs may be a hazard. But hey, computers are really just an oscillators/clocks at their core, right? (If there's any built in logic to the US simultaneously witnessing "No Kings" protests paired with a dictatorial display of military power makes me think the trend is/must necessarily be to finally and completely turn away from cults of personality in any form or fashion.)
Also, noting the bio-singularity, if our built environments change our internal clocks and biorhythms to the point where we're not compelled to mate, perhaps its time to similarly consider the tendency of the "free market" (which, ostensibly, is not free at all if it's bottlenecked through institutional, organizational, and individual decision makers rife with their own biases.) But, at the same time, to automate economic decisions feels similarly foolish. Imagine the bias an LLM with tool-calling capabilities might exhibit.
The build step is crucial (along with solid system prompts.) This keeps the human in the loop and makes for something that truly feels like rapid/iterative development. Build steps also allow for checkpoints, and provide for something that, from a layman's perspective, feels like reversible computing.
> The consequence of imperfect knowledge is that you're going to be wrong.
How would you even know? Does breaking your thoughts and experiences into discrete signals help you, as an author, understand your own biases and why they are valid or not?
I suppose a tangential question then is, why publish? Is there value in putting ideas into the world beyond entertaining/entraining an audience or having your ego stroked? Is publishing a self-sacrificing act of, here is where I am at, perhaps it will provide some value to you (the audience) or, perhaps you will tell me (the author) what I'm not seeing?
I understand LLMs and ML models are not linear functions but, they are functions (no?) and some complex higher level math can be grasped intuitively when visualized.
[1] https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=43495585
Edit: thoughts.