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I guess I will need to get this sorted out sooner rather than later then.

I was severely depressed a month or two ago, and I went ahead and bought two 2 pound chocolate rich cakes in succession and ate them over a period of 24 hours. Though it didn't kill me, but it was definitely not too upsetting. I still have the urge to just eat huge quantities of sugar, and I am not sure how to control it, but yea it definitely did not kill me or make me sick.

I am otherwise an extremely fit individual (can run 5k in 16 minutes)

what wacom tablet did you get, and are there any drawbacks of using it as a mouse ?

how does one go from self-doubt to awesomeness or little or no self doubt ? thanks.

what differences / or benefits have you seen from sprinting instead of running/jogging ?

Why "eggs ---------> fruits"

Isn't there more benefits of eating a protein rich breakfast ?

So could you share more details regarding how to shed off my social awkwardness, and be more friendly. I made an attempt by reading "How to win friends.." and well it didn't really help much, maybe I should have stuck out longer, but yea I would be interested in your elaboration of this.

Thanks for the book recommendation. I don't want to come across as arrogant, but my childhood till 13 years old was spent in moderate poverty in another country, so I really know what living in a slum feels like. When I think about what little I remember from those days, it makes my cringe because I do realize how lucky I am to be where I am, but then the motivation is short lived. What else if at all helped you overcome depression ?

Running from my current lifestyle is sort of what I am trying to do. I really can't think of anything else in the short term that would help, though I am open to suggestions. I did look into non-profits, but they want you to work for free, pay them application fees for stuff, which really sucks, if they had been nicer, I would have offered to re:design their website, but I really didn't want to offer any webwork upfront as I wanted to stay away from the computer for a while.

I am fairly good at web:design, but really that is not what I could call a purpose. I have dabbled in random stuff from photography to volunteering to build houses to skydiving, and I really don't find passion in any of that and I can't figure out why. Are there other ways to find what you love doing ? I remember a Steve Jobs speech where he says "...keep looking, and don't settle." But it gets disheartening after a while.

Thanks. Also, how does one get employed as a ski resort with no prior knowledge ?

Thanks for the recommendation. Miami had completely slipped my mind. Hope you are having fun in Australia.