sensorsbroken

I dont want to be saved

I want to raise awareness about the extent of malice that is going on with silicon valley properties and how that's crossed over into real life.

Reddit only exists due to ycombinator.

Thanks for the followup.

I actually do agree that my suicide will clean up the gene pool. The cold hard reality is that you're right on many counts: that, and that I'm sensitive.

Sadly I have zero intention on "seeking help" and it has nothing to do with you or your comments.

Considering what I've experienced particularly with cesspools like reddit formed with the substantial help of ycombinator, it's appropriate. You may disagree and clearly you doubt my claims but you don't know who I am or what I was connected to that may have led to being targeted over time. At least consider that.

You literally said the gene pool is better off without me.

Do you believe that your comments are in any way helping? Possible that your comments are harmful?

But you said that I'd do the gene pool a favor by ending it. I agree. I'm a burden and the world is better off without me around anymore.

Yup, sexual assault victim for a personal assistant interview that lasted two weeks, culminating in an embarassing male on male sexual assault, and I'm hypersensitive for not reporting it.

Sincerely, thanks for helping me to better accept this difficult truth: The problem is me, the species is better off without me, and so suicide is the best move for everyone. Thanks.

User morpheos137 clarified the reality I was denying: the problem is me and that the world is better off without me.

I will try to finish suicide now and do the gene pool a favor.

Thanks.

But, you said I'd be doing the gene pool a favor by committing suicide. Do you still believe that to be the case?

Do you think your comments making an uninformed amateur diagnosis of a serious mental illness, telling me that I'd do the species a favor by killing myself, and denying the veracity of my sexual assault claim are in any way helpful to me, or somehow going to motivate me to "seek help"? ('seek help' is another perjorative)

You seem intent on continuing to attack me with your snarky follow-up. Listen carefully. Provide follow-up comments to my comments about the male on male sexual assault incident I disclosed here.

Bro, you need to do some serious re-evaluation. You just told me that I'd be doing the gene pool a favor by offing myself. My self worth is non existent and I'm suicidal and on edge. You're malicious, insensitive, and you deny my report about being a sexual assault victim, even going as far as to conflate that with your amateur perception of a serious mental illness.

Do you have any idea what that's like trying to come forward about a serious sexual assault incident and being told that I might be imagining it? I'll tell you. It causes suicide, you lowlife troll. Go talk to military investigators on behalf of male on male sexual assault victims. You know what they do, scumbag? They choose suicide before reporting it, scumbag. It's a shameful tragedy that you will likely never know. Remember that next time before dropping your troll suicidal nudges.

God damn mother fuck this ape species. dang, I'm out. So thankful to be almost gone off of this ape planet.

Should have reported it. Hmm.

What's your experience with cases involving male on male molestation in workplace environments, exactly? Please share with us your experience that led to such an obvious hindsight analysis of the situation.

Wow, being molested and being ashamed to report it must be a symptom of paranoid schizophrenia. Can't imagine how I concluded this species is dog shit.

Stop changing the subject.

You said something about doing the gene pool a favor by finishing suicide. So, what about my three children?

Also, you're making this decision process easier for me. Your comments seem to be a low key effort to nudge me to suicide. You're responsible for your comments.

You keep bringing up the Putin worship thing in a fallacious context, you doubt my claim about being molested, and told me I'd do the gene pool a favor by committing suicide. You're acting in a highly malicious manner towards me, stranger.

Thanks, did that, had the helium apparatus all ready to go and started the inhalation. Backed out and decided that a peaceful method was not the answer for me.

I won't starve myself. Just out of money. I have a better method ready.

Thanks.

So, in most cases, bullying causes damage to the victim?

The user morpheos137 has reminded me of why I want off of this malicious scumbag ape planet. Good riddance.

I haven't eaten in two days and ran out of drinking water today.

What happened on reddit back then was a small incident. Reddit was a free-for-all cesspool back then. Putin comment was a distraction yet it struck a nerve, invoking your armchair diagnosis. I dont give a shit about Putin, and more generally, politics/politicans have zero impact on my internal calculus.

Being threatened with murder and blackmailed are two other incidents. Being falsely accused of a felony by someone who committed a felony against me, while bearing witness to conspired perjury was another. I used all of my resources to defend myself and was never the same thereafter, and my name is now ruined.

There were also a number of other incidents that led to this. Being harassed using reddit was just one.

Do you want to hear about the time I was molested by a closeted homosexual male in power, in the context of a job interview, and was ashamed to go public when he was put on trial for this by others? How about my physical impairment that prevents me from maintaining focus for any extended period of time?

So, stranger, should I seek help, or clean the genepool by commiting suicide (leaving behind three offspring)? Which is it?

You going to kill my three children off to "clean the genepool"?

Watch your mouth, next time. The way you spoke to a person looking over the ledge of suicide is despicable and malicious, and someone ought to teach you a lesson.

lots of people have been targeted and stalked using reddit. is is really inflammatory?

as for putin worship, anyone who used the site back then remembers how fond reddit users were of him.

four reddit incidents total

#1 2009 #2 2014 #3 2014 #4 2018

#4 was a celebration of sorts

Indeed they are, indeed they are. Yet, true.

What's a smarket?

Thanks! I'm probably a lost cause. There's a much better ROI focusing on children.

Makes you wonder what's possible in 2021 in the age of light sails and uncommoditized nanoelectronics.

What is SOTA for 2D semiconductors (e.g. MoS2 with bismuth) in production?

This describes me well. As a kid, I scored off the charts in math but was decidedly average in verbal. I can read technical literature all day long, but most works of fiction, historical writings, etc, are lost on me completely.

I was in G&T throughout grade school, anyway, since I was among the top students in math. My learning disability was unidentified until adulthood, unfortunately.

Now, as a middle aged adult, I'm broken, homeless, and destitute, socially and reputationally ruined, and a bit beyond the level of youthful neuroplasticity needed to engage in meaningful continued education, contemplating suicide day in and day out for years and decades on end. It's a miracle I'm still here.

The takeaway here is to take to heart the idea that such early disparities are indicative of a learning disability. Please address the child's disability concurrent to nurturing the child's talent.