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I rarely find myself on "autopilot". Is that why?
I can only conclude you're a troll with far too much time on your hands. Goodbye.
You need to start actually having conversations with real individuals, I was giving you a chance, but I'm not bothering with it any more, except to say this: I am not "you people", I am not whatever you are projecting me to be, at all, least of all someone with a lack of moral disgust. Because I am capable of engaging in deliberate thought about awful things does not make me awful too, and I have no idea why you think that Scott Alexander is somehow the boogieman in the current ethico-political landscape, go look at Curtis Yarvin.
I'd amassed so many books and papers and notes and half-finished projects over a frenzied couple of years where the main drivers were stimulant abuse and low self-worth.
It turns out that the excitement of finding some resource that's perfectly fit for your requirements is it's own rare pleasure, and it can be harmful to make them a demand on yourself in their own right, and especially harmful to try and catch'em all
I think I'd decided to grind my way out of my situation and channelled that energy into the most elaborate resource-hoarding and procrastination. I did genuinely learn a lot but very, very inefficiently, and in such a way I was sick of computers and self-motivated learning for a couple years.
Second-brain culture definitely provides an open door to hoarding (and stimulant users). I still like using obsidian but I don't care for the various "methods", I just do what makes sense. It turns out when I enjoy the process of doing/learning things, I remember stuff about them pretty well.
That said, there were some exceedingly smart cookies in the early speedcubing scene, and you know, necessity is the mother of invention :)
That said, I do recommend "How to Good-bye Depression: If You Constrict Anus 100 Times Everyday. Malarkey? Or Effective Way?"
I don't know why I've seen Instagram mentioned several times already but it's recognition as a place of significant natural beauty and featuring in all sorts of media was WELL before some stupid website of people sharing photos existed.
Most of these organisational tools are for multi-person orgs.
Your PKM should look very 'suboptimal' from the outside. You need much less conscious control than you're exerting. Let your system forget stuff.
It's infinitely better to have something completely undocumented than almost nothing extremely well-documented.
All your body does is process information that passes through the brain and nervous system. Thoughts are just as primary as the senses that reflect something in the outside world. And your negative realisation was interpreted by the rest of your system as an archetypal 'bad situation out of your control'. That's being trapped, which is a very old situation for an animal to be in. Trapped animals look for a way out and if nothing yields they become inactive.
I've found reminding myself of the above helps me take whatever limited control I can of the threat (i.e. writing down and visualising what I'm going to do when I can solve it) and also taking some control of other parts of my life. You can trick your body by sending it soothing signals which are an antidote to the /type/ of situation you are in (if not necessarily actually solve it).
This is one of several competitive methods but it remains the most popular by far. I enjoy them all but the modularity and flexibility of cfop makes it my favourite and my home.
Thanks for the post.
Some reading in this area I've enjoyed:
- Magic, Science & Religion - Malinowski
- Technic and Magic - Campagna
- Stolen Lightning - O'Keefe
- Ramon Lull (no specific recommendation)
You clearly have no reference for the experience of a severe addiction and how reduced access and affordances can reduce the chances or severity of relapse.
I hope you enjoy eating your heavily regulated dinner tonight before you sleep in your building-regulated abode atop your fire-safety-regulated mattress.
I wish that I had learned to love programming in my teens, these things have made me happy but certainly not rich, haha. I like it but don't love it - I'm just okay at it.
Source/flex: that's what got me into the top .01% of multiple pursuits, or into a decent percentile with not that much time invested.
I know several families like this, generally hippies with an educated middle-class background, but without the desire to sacrifice themselves for money and it's trappings (and benefits). Their kids are intelligent and interesting people, and as far as I can see, have been given life as an open canvas, not as a paint-by-numbers exercise, which so many others experience.
LED lighting should be tightly regulated. At the moment they just appear to be getting brighter and brighter and more prevalent. I absolutely despise them.
This was recognised as a bubble by veterans in the industry and talked about on various talkshows at the time.
I completely agree with your point about salaries and really just want to add that this has been expected for years. ESports is still growing, it's just the rate will seem more sane to those in the know.