lux44

It looks like you punish yourself unnecessarily, for things that are out of your control.

There is no "system" to bring them together. Historically only revolutions and mainly violent protests have helped.

It's A LOT more stressful than that :)

"I need to start use my own lungs to breathe and if I can't do that I'm dead in a minute". Followed by trying to get a milk from a mother who often doesn't yet produce any... Using the eyes to look around is WAY down the list :)

> the bottom engine sections starts to glow from the heat

It's fuel burning, not glow. Speed is too low for glowing; glow would start at the edge, not from deep inside the skirt etc.