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I've not seen this take yet, but this is exactly how I feel. I do not yet know what I want to do, and my parts of my personality are no longer satisfied by coding. I'm thinking we need some kind of community of people like us where we can discuss these things.
I bring these up with others, and I find that most people around me are just builders.
I can't help but ask myself, what's the point when learning another programming language, or another library, or another paradigm, when a lot of this information and knowledge is encoded in the model weights of the LLM
I miss that level of mastery. I feel that in the LLM-assisted coding age, that's now gone. You can read every section of code that an LLM generates, but there's no comparison to writing it by hand to me in terms of really internalizing and mastering a codebase.
I'm lucky to live in the Research Triangle area of the United States, so I've got really good options for schooling around me. My sister graduated with an aerospace engineering degree, and I've always been interested in space. Thinking about hardware as a possible path as well.
But in a complete twist, I've also always wanted to be an educator. A high school math or computer science teacher would fit me well. I remember a lot of my male teachers very fondly in terms of the impact they had on my life, and I'd love to give that back.
Everyone else is using LLMs to assist their development, which makes it a lot harder to work without them, especially in just building enterprise apps. It doesn't feel like I'm creating something anymore. Rather, it feels like a fuzzy amalgamation of all developers in the training data are. Working with LLMs sometimes feels like information overload. When I see so much code scrolling past as the agent makes its changes, this can be exhausting. Reading this massive volume of code is exhausting. I don't like that the new "power tools" of software engineering mean that my career, our career, is now monetizable. I liked feeling like a craftsman, and that is lost.
As others have pointed out, I'm looking at a career shift now. I'm essentially burning out on doing the whole LLM-assisted coding stuff while I still can, earning money on contracts, and then going to step away from the field. I'm lucky that I'm in a position to do so, but I really don't know what the rest of my career looks like.
Remote: Yes
Willing to relocate: No
Technologies: Python, Java, C++, Go, JavaScript/React, AI/ML (LLMs, RAG, Embeddings, Fine-tuning), AWS (ECS, Lambda, RDS, DynamoDB), Terraform, Docker, Spring Boot, Django, PostgreSQL, Redis, spaCy, scikit-learn
Résumé/CV: https://github.com/jaketothepast/resume/blob/main/resume.pdf
Email: jacob.windle@hey.com
I'm a full-stack engineer with 10+ years building production systems at Amazon, Instructure, and various startups. I take on contract work where I can deliver results: architecting systems from scratch, optimizing infrastructure to cut costs 70-80%, building AI/ML applications with LLMs and embeddings, or improving performance by orders of magnitude. I've led technical development that's helped companies secure millions in funding and built systems serving thousands of users in production.
I work across the entire stack and can jump in at any stage of a project. Whether you need someone to architect scalable AWS infrastructure, build AI-powered features, integrate complex third-party systems, or optimize existing codebases, I focus on shipping solutions that work. Happy to discuss short-term or ongoing contract opportunities where technical experience and execution speed matter.
Location: Durham, NC
Remote: Preferred
Willing to relocate: No
Technologies: Python, Django, LLMs, Agentic Frameworks, Ruby on Rails, Prompt Engineering, C, C++, Java, Clojure, DevOps, Terraform, ECS, Cloud Run
Résumé/CV: https://github.com/jaketothepast/resume/blob/main/resume.pdf
Email: jacob.windle@hey.com
Looking for contract work. I have 10+ years experience shipping production systems and proven AI/LLM expertise. I've recently built AI agents (featured in Forbes/AWS) that save millions of educator hours. I am a part-time CTO at neuroscience startup. Ex-Amazon SDE II. Previous contracts I've worked on have secured $500k funding, gained 200x performance improvements, and I've built everything from embedded C to cloud-scale AI applications. I can lead teams, or deliver applications independently.