77 karma · joined April 28, 2017
Then could find that article that you remember read 6 months ago by adjusting the keywords until it is on the first page.
Now it does not matter at all what you enter in the search box. No matter the inputs you get one set of results and will never find something specific.
Yes, housing is a problem. But then fix the regulation that inhibits development of housing and makes it more expensive. And then go work in construction as houses don't build themselves. Wealth is to be created not to be redistributed until there is nothing left.
What I think it actually was - strong negative emotions. About the tools, about the organization, about the tasks. And these emotions only got stronger over time and could not be rationalized away.
And looking back, quitting and looking for things I still like was the only solution. Need a certain percentage of work to be exceptional match with what I like to do.
Try and rationalize away all the concerns about the meaningfulness of what you do. Make sure you are not operating on power saver during the day and give it all you got!
Also give it all you got in after work hours and make sure you get some positive emotions out of it regularly.
Wake up well rested in mornings with proper sleep habits.
Adjust your position in a way that situations that cause strong negative emotions are not your concern.