But your story is way more fun, makes us look way more organized, and, frankly, would give me hope that there are really smart people out there organizing and planning the chaos. So let’s go with yours.
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But your story is way more fun, makes us look way more organized, and, frankly, would give me hope that there are really smart people out there organizing and planning the chaos. So let’s go with yours.
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If adamgamble's speculation were the case, I'd go to jail for things I'd have illegally signed in our SEC disclosures attesting to the sources of our revenue and any government contracts. Suffice it to say, I like not being in jail. It's really, really hard for public companies to be part of some grand conspiracy for so many different reasons. So… once we went public I kind of thought this silly speculation would end. But guess not.
Beyond that, if you think about it, it's a way better business to run Cloudflare and serve the world than serve some US intelligence entity. That's just per se true. So if that's the case why would we ever do anything that would remotely compromise the trust necessary to, you know, be Cloudflare?
Lastly, here's a funny story. Early in our history one of our investors suggested that we talk to In-Q-Tel. Here's how naive Michelle and I were: we had no idea it was the CIA's venture capital arm. So we showed up in their office on Sand Hill Road. It was weirdly austere compared with other VCs we'd visited. And lots of security cameras. The partner at some point came out and greeted us. As he was walking us back he looked back right before we crossed the threshold back to the inner offices, "You're both American citizens, right?"
"No," Michelle said. "I'm Canadian."
"Oh." the VC said. Then you can't come back here.”
"I'm not going back there without her," I said.
"Ok, well, I guess we'll have to do the meeting in the reception area," decided the In-Q-Tel VC.
We had a very cordial meeting and then left. As we were driving away Michelle said, "Those guys were weird." And that was the end of that. Never talked to In-Q-Tel again.
But maybe it's the Canadian equivalent of the CIA/FBI/NSA we're beholden to??! ;-)
Your broader point is important too: startups are unfortunately too often a luxury of the upper class. It is extremely scary to take a risk when you don’t have a safety net. I was personally broke when we started Cloudflare and had to borrow money from my mom to pay my rent. But I could borrow money from my mom. And I had a mom and a family that if I failed would make sure I didn’t go hungry. My family wasn’t anything close to what I now see really rich looks like, but we weren’t scraping by. Had I not had that safety net I don’t think I’d have had the confidence to start Cloudflare. And I think that’s a real issue with entrepreneurship we don’t talk enough about.
“Profitability” is a funny term on Hacker News. Think most people here aren’t accountants so they think of profitability as: do you have more cash in the bank at the end of the period than you did at the beginning. That’s “free cash flow profitable.” By that measure, we’ve been profitable the last ~12 months and have said we expect to be so every year going forward. We’ve had non-GAAP operating profits even longer. So next up is GAAP profitability, which I am confident we’re on a path to. We want to emulate Microsoft’s accounting financials, not Salesforce’s.
Even that won’t be “success.” Just another step in the journey. Success to me is living up to our mission of helping build a better Internet. Don’t get me wrong, financing and accounting milestones are all critical to us doing that. If we were burning through cash it would be hard for us to fulfill our mission. But I show up to work every day because I see the positive impact our team is making toward a more secure, more reliable, faster, more private, and more efficient Internet for everyone. Only steps toward that represent success to me.
We talked to our investors generally four times a year at Board meetings. We had a rule that no sentence we said in those meetings could end with a question mark. We recognized that we were the experts in our business. We used those checkins as opportunities to confirm ourselves that we were making progress. We focused on building great products for our customers and chose the KPIs to report based on measuring that. And we leveraged our success to meet thousands of people we’d never have had access to and try and learn from them all.
One thing that I think is natural if you have professional investors but is important to find way to create even if you’re bootstrapped: the regularly scheduled check-in. The most valuable part of a Board meeting isn’t the meeting itself. It’s the preparation for that meeting which forces you to assess how things are going.
Our trick was to pick 5 KPIs that indicated the true health of the business and track them relentlessly. The first 12 pages of our Board meeting presentation was exactly the same every time other than the numbers being updated. We picked the the metrics. We didn’t ask for our VCs input. But then we relentlessly stuck with them, quarter after quarter. It made preparing for Board meetings easy: just update the stats and prepare to talk about whatever is anomalous (good or bad). And the consistency built confidence from our investors. I remember one saying: “Cloudflare Board meetings are great: I know exactly how things are going by slide 4 of the presentation.”
No VC taught us that. We learned it by being curious, talking to other entrepreneurs, and experimenting ourselves. You can do the same if you’re bootstrapped, you just have to be more self-directed to create some cadence to check in with your business and keep yourself honest.
PS - sadly, there’s no Illuminati running the world either. “Sadly” because it’d certainly be comforting to think someone was in control and it’s scary to meet the people who supposedly are and realize they’re just making it up as they go along too.
Success or failure aren’t the bad startup outcomes. The worst startup outcome is The Slog. The Slog sucks. I have several friends stuck in The Slog. Symptoms: you’re growing just barely enough to hold things together (call it 10–20% YoY on <$200k in revenue per employee). You keep thinking the next big thing is just over the horizon. You have a handful of customers who say they love you but won’t buy any more from you. Every once in a while you get some press or show up on HN saying you’re cool.
THAT is the recipe for disaster. You can wake up and realize 10 years have passed and you have nothing (economically, educationally, or emotionally) to show for it. It’s possible both with bootstrapped and VC-backed startups. The Slog is the worst startup outcome.
Bad VCs can definitely make The Slog worse. There’s so much money in the system there’s almost always someone who will put more in, even if on worse and worse terms. Good VCs, on the other hand, can help get you out of The Slog. They can counsel you when it’s time to give up. They can introduce you to potential acquirers. And while it may not be a huge financial win for you or them, it’s a much better outcome than slogging on indefinitely.
So, lottery expected worst case: you lose all your money. VC-backed startup expected worst case: you learn a ton and end up no worse financially than you started.
As an aside, whether venture-backed or bootstrapped, having gotten to know a lot of successful founders the characteristic that seems to set them apart is their rate of learning. The best are relentlessly curious, always assume there’s something they don’t know, and seek to learn from as many people as possible.
Kidding aside, it is true that raising money from VCs puts you on a very defined path with really only three potential outcomes: 1) failure, 2) sell to acquirer, or 3) go public. There are a small handful of exceptions, mostly for companies that throw off massive amounts of cash, but, realistically, those are the outcomes.
If you don’t like any of those end states and what it realistically will take to get to them, don’t raise money from VCs.
But, having done so and been successful and taken a company public, I can say: it’s pretty great and I have zero regrets about anyone we raised money from. And I’m proud that everyone who invested in us prior to going public made at least a 10x return.
While there are plenty of VC horror stories, there are fairytales as well.