If I look at my achievements that I am proud of, they have do not link to traditional status symbols like money and job. I see both achievement in my professional career and in my private life. And all achievements would be possible if I had no $$, a more basic job and a lesser status.
Try to find your achievements in being a friend, being a valuable person in your community. Do arts. Publish your art.
Try to be part of a community of crazy people, people who try things out, people who motivate you.