40 karma · joined January 7, 2020
I've gotten two invitations to emigrate in the past and although I naively refused, as time goes on I am strongly inclined to at least take the offers into account.
How I solved this? Well, not by myself. One of the topics of my daydreams was this girl that I was infatuated with. Long story short, we somehow get together, I realize that our relationship wasn't exactly going on the way I imagined it, we break up, I go through quite a depressive, suicidal period, I lose most of my friends. Completely unrelated, two years after I had to do a surgery which kinda grounded me more into reality. Since then, I rarely daydream, it is like my imaginary world was shattered by this moment. It is like I finally 'grew'.
On the other hand, I was always interested in AI, but this listing really scratched my curiosity. What would be the proper roadmap for someone who wants to learn AI?
Nowadays, (I'm living in the Balkans) I forgot words of my own language, and I (and most of my friends) mix English and my mother language quite often, creating a language similar to that in the "Clockwork Orange". Still don't know if that is a good thing or not. I'm trying to 're-learn' German and it is a lot harder than when I was a kid.
There is also a funny story about a baby in Serbia, whose first words were in English due to the media/cartoons the family gave to baby to watch.
I believe that it became a triggering addiction in certain social situations.
And even now when I talk about it I can feel that first drag and the buzz in your head.
It might be glorified and 'cool' but it is the worst addiction there is definitely, just because it is legal.
And if anyone else still struggles with smoking and wants to quit I suggest Allen Carr's great book - "The Easy Way"
Maybe the familiarity is what makes this so good.
Amazing.
And everytime during the stand-ups the person would be - "Oh, I couldn't communicate the issue on time, I will continue working in the issue today..."
I noticed this once because we spent two hours discussing about some topic.
(we have a milestone-based flexible release model, milestones could be scheduled every couple of months at times, so the person would slack quite a lot)
The last couple of months during the quarantine I saved more as double than I did in the two years before that.
A lot of my family were optimistic and happy, even though they worked long hours, and tried to make it, and generally we didn't have problems with mental issues (even though we've been through an economic crisis, wars, poverty, famine, etc...)