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So I would like to know if you had experience with textiles, mattresses, etc before deciding on something like this. I have always hated the mattress industry, this is actually something I wished for many times. I would have done it myself, but this is such an easy idea to shoot down in your head before you even do one bit of research.
How did you have the know-how or confidence that doing something like this was a possibility? I would think that you would have to have some knowledge of sewing, materials, etc... How did you figure it all out? Or did you already have experience with it?
I have so many ideas that I shoot down, even though they are good ideas, they either seem impossible (I would have considered this a silly idea for me to try), or way too ambitious.
Any insight into this is appreciated.
Seriously though. What the fuck am I supposed to do? Open a reliable liquor store?
Im not sure if I have the balls. Maybe thats why Ill be a fucking faggot the rest of my life. And no, I dont mean faggot as homosexual. That word should be exuded from homosexual context.
But yea, I would be a fucking faggot. And Im pretty sure I will not give up this money. I dont have the balls.
And you're right. I met this one girl here. She is the apple of my eye. to say it gayly. But it makes all the difference. By now you probably wish for me to die, but I beg you to reach out. I am a good friend.
They expect the world of me, and I intent to bring it.
I have volunteered at homeless shelters. I have played golf at a professional level, I have an engineering degree, I have given speeches to high school classes about life, I have built a blog and website (not good @ coding though).
I have traveled and enjoyed some of the finest food in the American nation. I have owned some of the finest sports cars and lived and some of the nicest places (douche). I have caught world record fish in the gulf of mexico. I have shot a 59 on a golf course (18 holes). I have raided with a top 6 worldwide guild on wow. I have made it to the top 18 in quake live duel rankings. Wow I am fucking loser. I haven't done shit with my life. Fuck me. I should kill myself. lol.
100 million is what I want. I feel like then, I could live how I wanted. I want to help people. I want to make the world a better place. I have no evil desires. If someone came up to me right now and said hey buddy, I'll give you 100 million if you help me starve just 1 dying boy in africa right now, I would punch that cock in the face. I do not want to make money at the expense of other people.
I want to help people. I want to improve the world. I believe in evolution. I believe in our planet.
I don't know what else there is to say. Except for- I will make it my business to murder people who oppress other people. I really will.
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Why should they get to have more fun than me? Fuck them.
But it doesn't change the fact that i am fucked right now and I need some help.
I cannot help poor people, I do not empathize with them. I can help broken people, but how am I to help them when I cannot help myself?