the key to success is being able to walk through fear and anxiety and learn from it. it doesn't matter if you make plenty of syntax errors, it only matters if you pay attention and learn why you made those errors. rome wasn't built in a day. stop beating yourself up and cut yourself a break. most programmers in the world are the same as you and many of them (including me) have gone through periods of inferiority or self-doubt (or imposter syndrome).

just try to stay focused and dont spread yourself too thin when it comes to learning. build a foundation one day at a time.

have fun, laugh a lot, live free follow your dreams.