Also I find it interesting -- and sad -- that I got a downvote for sharing my experience.
The point I was making was to contradict the idea that it can _only_ be described as extreme sadness, but in no way discounts that as an experience.
Sorry you got downvoted for that, I for one found our different experiences of this disease quite interesting! Though I'd much rather nobody experienced it...
I realise that my post does sound critical. Sorry for that -- I didn't intend that harshness.