> You're young only once, and not for very long anymore. I'd advice you to try and enjoy it.
That's just terrifying. Especially when you have no idea how to enjoy it or if it's even possible for you.
That's just terrifying. Especially when you have no idea how to enjoy it or if it's even possible for you.
I think what you need to do is fully accept your situation and do what you can to improve it. Look for a new job or have you considered doing a PhD? Learn new things, hang out with interesting people. Does your city have a hackspace? If so use the people there to amplify your creative drive. Working alone is less productive I find.