I suggest you are suffering from the Blub Paradox[0][1][2].
[0] http://paulgraham.com/avg.html
[1] http://c2.com/cgi/wiki?BlubParadox
[2] http://weblog.raganwald.com/2006/10/are-we-blub-programmers....
[0] http://paulgraham.com/avg.html
[1] http://c2.com/cgi/wiki?BlubParadox
[2] http://weblog.raganwald.com/2006/10/are-we-blub-programmers....
Writing some C will cure that disease, but the treatment has possible side effects, like carpal tunnel syndrome.