Am I a bad person for using Common Lisp for a short time (a few years) and then giving up on it completely?
And Clojure isn't for me. I'm no JVM user.
I took the better part of a year to feel quite comfortable with Lisp. A few years later, I am still learning things.
It does take you in a different direction than all of the most popular languages. Personally, it has been worth the effort.