I have long since accepted that this one is going to follow me to the grave, and I have (repeatedly?) expressed remorse over it,[0] but if you want to hear a longer discussion about this, Ryan Peterman asked me about this very directly on his podcast and we had a good conversation about it.[1]
[0] https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=9041086
[1] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qhSL-5GtmQM#t=1h02m37s