Your train is decelerating, and then accelerating southwards. It really is.
If you were on a train that was travelling in a straight line northwards and the driver applied the brakes, it would decelerate, which really is acceleration with a negative value (and I can hear that in my old high school physics teacher's voice, hope you're doing well, Mr Siwek). You would feel yourself being thrown forwards if the acceleration was strong enough because your momentum wants to keep you moving north.
If you were on a train that was travelling around a U-shaped bit of track looping from northbound to southbound, then you'd be thrown towards the outside of the curve. Guess what? The train is not moving north so fast, and your momentum is trying to keep you moving north.
The difference here is that if you brake the train to a stop and throw it in reverse then you're dissipating energy as heat to stop it, and then applying more energy from the drivetrain to get it moving again, but if you go round a U-shaped track the energy going north is now energy going east. You have not added or removed energy, just pointed it a different direction.