i'm very sorry to hear that. if you care to elaborate, i am curious. if you don't care to elaborate, that's fine too.
now it makes me feel a little anxious. it also gives me silent reflux feeling, which that i think already was there before as ive gotten older.
in short - before trying alcohol always made feel the same way - since trying that drug ive literally never felt that way from alcohol ever again. i never was much of a drinker only in college and a few years after. but even if you have wine at a guests house at dinner you can feel its effects quickly. thats just been completely gone ever since.
otherwise see my other comment https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=45502828