Bipolar disorder. Feels like I have manic episodes every few days now. Combined with a 2 year gap in employment history, SSDI benefits might be my best move forward in life.
What feels like the biggest obstacles with those things?
Racing thoughts that feel like a lack of control on daily repeat, and that's with medication.
Are there feelings beneath the thoughts? Or is that feeling of being out of control?
Mostly that feeling of being out of control, resulting in thoughts that are out of control. Not necessarily myself, I act as passive observer to the thoughts and feelings being out of control.