You come off as whiny and entitled. My advice is to work on your social skills and how you present yourself because that will give you the most bang for your buck.
I agree with this. None of this is irretrievable - you’ll grow out of it hopefully - many people do!
whiny and entitled? how? yes i need to work on social skills. but since there's no way to work on it(tried therapy etc everything), I need to settle down.