I struggled with C until I learned to hex and assembly program on the 68HC11. Maybe I'm just a moron, but things like pointers for a complete beginner seemed so abstract and obtuse until I learned how to do indirect addressing in assembly, then suddenly it was painfully obvious why C had pointers and how they worked. Before that I just mostly used Python where it's far more abstracted away. People forget that many features like pointers exist to address hardware/performance limitations, which is not immediately obvious to new devs the "why and what" of what they're actually doing inside the cpu which limits your intuitive understanding.