Not everyone will enjoy mathematics at first sight. But I think at least 50% of that can be explained by the lack of obvious paths to enjoy mathematics. Obviously, most mathematics taught in high-school is not taught as it should be: a cool artistic logical pursuit that has all kinds of fun in it.
So my advice is to really find a mentor who already has found that path and let them show you how to enjoy math.
Believe me, I've tutored a lot of people, many of which initially disliked math and found it difficult. But after a few tutoring sessions, I could see a little sparkle in their eye that said, "hey, this might be cool".
So before you apply logic, studying, and other tedious "productivity" measures to your math learning, make sure you find a way to enjoy it first.