Yes, it's hard to tell if you're capable of objectively viewing the absurdity of modern politics.

The left is very clearly attempting to curtail the right to free speech, free association, and economic freedom.

The right is very clearly attempting to curtail the reproductive rights of women, and freedom of movement across borders.

Sure, if you're inured to the "my side is angelic, and the other side is evil", it's easy to tell. But stepping outside of that, it's pretty clear that both sides are gunning for their own specific versions of tyranny.