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> I been programing for 21 years, mostly php, c# and java.

I think this explains pretty well the difficulties you are having.

And also, you’ve been hired for the wrong job.

Theres no such thing as wrong job as long as you are being paid to do it.

There is. At some point they might realize and you might not be paid anymore.

And this mindset + your background just keeps explaining your problems and struggles. Don't blame the tools.