Exactly. There are so many questions like this that all have the same answer: why don't they paint like Kandinsky <pick your own favorite>? Why don't they write like <pick your favorite writer>?
It's a non-sensical question.
It's a non-sensical question.
Is greatness about skill, or about getting lucky (right place at the right time)?
and that question is really:
Do I matter? Do my feelings (which feel so real to me) affect the outside world?