Honest question: if you’ve never known the tangible value of your work, how did you decide what to do? It’s an uncomfortable question to ask, but I genuinely don’t understand how that would be possible.
"Your manager tells you what to work on" isn't how big tech runs for the most part, in fact it's a bit sad to think that some people work like that
The empowerment you speak of is but a faint dream in my town.