Thanks for your reply - and I probably would have missed it except by complete chance.
I still don't think it has properly clicked, because the function "f(x) = xN" still needs me to know what N is - despite it being an integer.
For example, let's suppose that you manage to have a conversation with God and you discover that BB(100) has the value of 42, and Chaitlin's number is 1/2.
Does Chaitlin's number suddenly become computable? My intuition is that it remains uncomputable, but maybe my intuition is wrong... I guess by the definition, it is computable, but you can't prove it.
I'm also struggling with the reciprocal of BB(100). This is rational, so maybe it too is computable.
I guess I am struggling with the lack of a constructive proof and what that means - it is like we are saying "there exists an algorithm to do X, but the algorithm can't be known", and maybe that is the core of me being wrong - we can prove that such an algorithm exists, and so 1/BB(100) is computable just like BB(100) is computable 0 but every time I write this down, I still can't see how this logic doesn't also break down with actually non-computable numbers. e.g. "There is a function f(x) which returns an integer, I can't tell you what the integer is, but it is the one that results in showing that Chaitlin's number is computable"
Anyway, if you notice this and do reply, then very much thank you - and apologies if your reply goes unread