I'm religious but you don't see me obsessing about Zion or wishing for countries to be destroyed by natural disasters. I just try to do good where I can.

Edit: I'd like to stress I'm not the one arguing whether you are or are not a nutjob, I'm just saying that you don't have to be religious to be a nutjob, and you don't have to be a nutjob to be religious. Although people who are both, often use religion to justify their nutjobbery, and there's a big movement of people in the US corrupting religion to draw more people into ideas that are nuts. Not all of those have to do with the destruction of the US or bringing about Zion, but some do.

And based on the things you write in the articles others linked to, I think you're a good person at heart; you do focus on the love and selflessness of Christ's message. But that makes wishing for the destruction of a country where people live, stand out even more, because it's so at odds with that love. And apparently this wish is based on questionable ideas about abortion that have been used over the past decades to manipulate well-meaning Christians into supporting increasingly extremist politics. It might be wise to free yourself from that, and instead focus more on just helping people in need, whatever their need might be.