The main reason I'm looking forward to being dead is that I will no longer have to worry about whether some website is working or not.
It means that if I died they will be in an ocean of trouble if I did not take steps to facilitate the transition.
The first part is to have a paper backup of everything important, and keep it up to date.
The second, requested by my wife, is a tutorial on how to de-automate the house and what things they should worry most about (moving the self-hosted Bitwarden and making sure domains and email are paid for).
This preparation doe not bother me at all on the emotional level but rather on the documentation one...