My advice: stop worrying about being "dangerous", and be bold! Experiment with any wild ideas you have and see if you can figure out a way to implement them in the language as well as (or perhaps even especially) the libraries that are included with the language. When you bring on a "real" programmer, they may want to kill you, but that's how you learn. Plus, if you're really that bad, you probably won't have written enough code to make that programmer's life miserable for long.