The actual doing of the work isn't pleasant. I like everyone fine, team members, team leads, execs. None of the people bother me. It's the processes and day to day work. It's just a shitty slog. I'd give anything for an infinite list of well written jira tickets that I could just grind through forever. I hate the fog of work which only has 1/2 a sprint of visibility. I don't need a mission statement or buy-in. I just want to be a cog in an actually functioning machine.