This late in my career, I've found 5 of my 7 SIEMs are gone, and the last one is on life support. The one I'm managing now will not be around by the time I retire.
You start to see the patterns and futility and cycles and think 'maybe my career is not making things better, it's keeping the mortgage paid?'
That and while I'm I can get rehired past 50...do I really want to do that dance again?