You try moderating hundreds of thousands of users and caring about every little unique snowflake with an attitude like yours. See which comes first: your burn out or your change of attitude
What attitude? I'm giving a slight jab at your complaints. You're a volunteer and you have power over others, of course you should be scrutinised! That's the _correct_ attitude to have. I'm not a fan of pockets of humanity where autocratic-leaning individuals want to exercise their power over others, but if we do, then you should be held absolutely accountable.
I don't need that level of power over other people to feel fulfilled in life, so I don't do it.
They do get users like you, who will tug at everything they can find even the most outlandish of conspiracy theories, to feel like they're not powerless and have to abide by common law rules.