Striving for higher performance and longevity physically and mentally, especially in work-related aspects, tends to be my default state and I find the idea of optimizing myself very interesting. However, I have not managed to find a good balance between that and just relaxing; that default state of self-optimization comes at a detriment to my peace and wellbeing. Over the years I've realized that this is not sustainable, but I can't manage to stop. I would be very interested in taking part in such a community, and hopefully learning more about both performance optimization tactics as well as how to let myself switch off and stop churning.