I live in a small collection of homes along an interstate in a national forest. Modern culture (tech and non-tech) is racing ahead of me. Every year I fall further behind. I don't even know what it is that I don't know. Even popular language is leaving me behind. I need to be part of a community, but it's not practical. I feel a little like Van Gogh in Arles wanting to establish a community of like-minded people, but it's not going to happen. One just has to push on anyway.