I think you mean this: “Lost in Math: How Beauty Leads Physics Astray”
https://www.amazon.com/Lost-Math-Beauty-Physics-Astray/dp/04...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1KFTPqc0nQ
I still find the tone off putting, reminds me of the fox and the grapes fable, not sure if it's known to most cultures.
Nevertheless, I'll watch the video and reexamine my opinion.