thanks for all the comments, i find it very encouraging. however, i have a follow-up question. most of the companies here are quite formal in their requirements, they are not quite satisfied with sample codes, demo applications, etc. Most of them honors a certificate over an actual demonstration of programming capabilities. I came across this online course, http://www.zend.com/en/services/training/course-catalog/php-.... Its quite expensive but i have a feeling that completing it might make it easier to convince prospective employers. What do you think of this option? Honestly, i really feel out of place here, its kinda tiring always trying to convince people that your worth something.