This is my thing as well. I work at vaccine clinics and obviously am onboard with the vaccines, however I still feel bad helping administer these vaccines to people who are hesitant. Because of government vaccine mandates or employer vaccine mandates it has made some people who come in feeling "forced" to get a vaccine. And it honestly does not feel like this is the proper scientific or medical way. It sucks to give someone a vaccine when you know they aren't fully trusting in the science behind it. A lot of people are having to choose whether they put uproot their whole families and lose their jobs, or whether they just go and get the vaccine. They are not technically forced, but it honestly seems like it pretty much is. For me it does not feel morally right to have people who feel forced to make medical decisions they don't agree with without even having access to the raw data that would help indicate it's safe.

And it doesn't help that there have been multiple leaks now regarding companies like Pfizer that have made them appear even more shady. Not to mention Pfizers multiple billion dollar lawsuits/fines in the past. I don't blame some people for being skeptical, nor do I blame them for feeling like they are forced to get something they aren't sure they can trust.

It's hard to just trust an organization that has already done multiple things in the past to make you not want to trust them.

The cases that feel even worse for me are the people who have had previous doses and are coming in for 2nd doses or boosters but have had previous unexplained side effects shortly after the doses. Like side effects that are beyond the "normal" ones. Many of these people have visited hospitals or their family doctors, had multiple tests, and get told that nothing is wrong, or that they are not sure what is wrong. And these kind of cases are often not counted an "adverse effect". I alone have had many people tell me these things. They often again feel forced to get the next dose because of pressure from their employer or government. And it just feels bad giving them the vaccine, because they don't sound anti-vaxx, they sound like they legitimately had a severe reaction to the vaccine. But often doctors and public health agencies will brush these incidents off and pretend like it's not because of the vaccine. They are dismissed and considered an anti-vaxxer making things up. And this really sucks. This is not the way medicine should work.