Ending it today will stop having to do x today, tomorrow and rest of my life.
So it's not just the homework of the day.
But due to my thinking I would also not just go without consuming my money and doing only what I want as long as possible as it also freed me from certain social boundaries.
Like suicide is bad, you need to work, lifing as long as possible is good etc.
One problem might also be that in my opinion lifing as long as possible is not the right answer. I'm not life positive like independent how shitty your life is as long as you are alive is good.
Now the question arrives what is a good time to leave.having already seen and done more than any other human who lived 50 years ago already puts me ahead on a experience level .
So determine this answer is open for me to decide.
Not having kids and not planning some right now also makes me more 'flexible'